Never could be together,
The only way you're at peace,
Is to have complete control over me,
To make me feel low.
Falling down an endless hole,
At least escaping,
This personal hell.
In an empty cramped pit,
Of my stomach,
I feel as I'm still falling.
No where to turn,
Beat up and bruised,
Deep inside a gloomy well,
I never wanted to show you,
Because you were the only one
Who would take me as I am.
Rest against a chilled damp wall,
I realize now we could never be,
Because I never revealed the real me.
Exhausted and broken,
But breathing and free,
Feeling so alone,
But in a place of my own.