Our eyes met for the very first time you finally noticed me but not the real me.
As we became familiar with one another we just sat there and held each others hand, talking about how we couldn't live without another.
The next day things seemed weird as I approached you after the game to give you a victory kiss, you turned the other way.
I stood there with confusion written all over my face, not only 24 hours ago did you tell me how you felt. You told me not now or ever, I've done something that's going to change both of our lives forever.
I told you okay, with disbelief you started tell me how you loved me and you didn't deserve me, how you got another girl pregnant because temptation you couldn't resist.
Without saying anything I left your side with tears streaming down my cheeks I prayed that what you told me wasn't true. You called me night after night just wanting to say hello and ask how I am doing.
But I couldn't give in because I didn't want to hurt anymore from the pain that I was feeling. My heart or soul couldn't take it.
Now I sit here 3 years later depressed because your gone, I'm a selfish person for not letting you back in life we could've remained friends but I couldn't see past the hurting that you had done to me. Truth be told I am never stopped loving you....because I was always Secretly Loving You.
You hold the key to my heart and I can never love again, you have a spell on me which I can not define. So now I am the one asking you for forgiveness I hope you come into my dreams and answer my prayers.
***Dedicated to a True Love Who I lost long ago***
