I knew how it was,
I knew how it would be.
Yet i tried and tried,
for us to be.
I broke my heart,
I wanted to see
If our friendship could change,
Into a lovers spree.
I knew it was coming,
I knew what to hear,
But i didn't want to listen.
It was my worst fear.
I knew you would say it,
It was a matter of time,
I knew all along,
And still i cried.
How many times,
Would i have to try,
for you to see it,
in your eye?
Words can hardly explain,
Just how I feel.
But my body feels,
Like its standing still.
I want to move,
I want to speak,
But every time I try,
All I do is weep.
How could you make me feel,
Like all of this is surreal?
I want to understand,
But I don't know how.
I feel like I'm in,
this all alone.
In this big world,
A world unknown.
