It hurts me to know that you are mad
but it hurts me more because I'm sad
you won't talk to me anymore
its like all about me you just don't care
i really thought you were my friend
but i was wrong we are though to the end
I don't know what hurts more is you not talking
or watching my one heart keep shattering
I can't keep pretending that I'm smiling
because my heart just keeps falling
I'm not going to say sorry for what i said
because it won't matter to you if i was dead
I can't heal all hearts and I'm not healing mine
all I'm going to say is I'm not going to be fine
my eyes just want to pour down in tears
they have been wanting for all these years
I can't go on knowing that were not okay
please say something a word today
I can't make you like me anymore
but hey its okay your not my friend no more
Why can't you talk to me help me out
I don't care if you have to shout
i want you to know that I'm always here
so when your ready to be friend come over here
i see you yet you past right through me
there is nothing i can do nothing i can be
my heart is shallow freezing cold
thats who i am that what i have been told
so don't tell me that I'm okay
because things don't go my way
I maybe quiet i maybe shy
but maybe someday soon i will die
so don't go hurting me today
just because you did not get your way
don't go talking to people about me
because you know what just let it be
I'm not going to be here very long
just because I'm not very strong
so i hope you will change your mind
and be so very generous and kind
to come ask me to be my friend once more
before i hit the hard wooden bottom floor
if you don't then i guess thats okay
I'll just be alone and quiet today
