Just Now

Someone help me,
please this is real.
i thought i was going to be able to deal with it,
and not cut again.
but he just left me,
all alone to handle this on my own.
he was my one true love,
my strong steady man.
i leaned on him when i couldnt stand,
i guess i leaned too much,
now there\\\'s no one to hold my hand.
im all alone in this f u ked up world,
to live on my own throught the pain and torture.
i know i promised i wouldnt cut again,
but just remember one thing baby...
you promised you\\\'d never leave me.

**thanks michael...i thought ud always be there, because u promised.**