I fell the water hit my check,
but still don't believe its a tear,
I wipe it away but anther falls,
were is all this gilt coming form,
I do not wont believe I am this week,
that cry to make it all alright with me,
I try to stop the tears but they keep coming,
I do not wont to cry it is filling my eyes,
so grab a knife and start cutting,
I can not see but I can not cry ether,
even tho all this blood is falling down my checks,
I try to stop the bleeding cuz it reminds me of my tears,
I rap a bandage on they eyes,
I do not have,
to stop the blood but it keeps on coming,
I am getting dizzy and falling to the ground,
and holding my eyes digging my nails in,
trying stop my tears of blood,
I guess I am weak so can not even stop those,
I fell my body get light I now I am looking from the out side,
of this little dark thing I should pity,
well wont I float to heaven or fall to hell,
or just stay here on this place and look at me,
were do I go cuz now I can see that none of this is alright,
and i don't ever wont to bleed.
