Happy Mother's Day

A four legged tiny bone
Laying in the carpeted hallway
Speaking to it in muttered words
Staring at it as I lay

Plastered along with me are bits and pieces
we all lay together
A million parts of me, disconnected
System shuts down, power overload

The forest that comforts my landing
A world in it's own
Creatures unseen and insects revered
As a beast lingers on

peaceful until today
Awaken from the strike whence
Eyes are open and seek to play
Refusal of obedience

Isolation...
This demon has casted me out
A silhouette within my own shadow
Hazed eyes see it without a doubt

A thread of sanity is all that remains
She cannot see the hatred sewn
8 years have passed
Now the tree has grown

Fertilized by deciet and pain
I've pampered this creature
Brought it up in a world of chaos
I was it's decrepit teacher

Letting it play the games of mind
Raping girls and appealing their needs
Tears were the rain it loved
Bearing forth the ugliest of seeds

Waiting for the day
That she will gaze upon the fruits
That my life has wrought
Entangling my body within its roots

Taste this poisoned apple
And grasp the torment of this soul you birthed
Devour the lives your loins have taken
And maybe the truth will be unearthed

This, my mother, is your failure
Your incapability to bare a fertile seed
A child born of regret and rape
Appealing to any child's needs...

Raping them of human trust
Fondling their fragile mind
Molesting the deepest part of soul
They won't forget this name of mine