Im ok trust me

The days have become so long
I've lost my way
the pain has gotten to much to bear
nobody loves me enough to stay

My heart has lost its beat
nothing helps the pain
my heart is to broken to fix
my sanity is to far gone to regain

i smile and pretend
but i don't know what to do
I'm screaming inside
nothing they say to me is true

but i have to get on my feet
i have to stand on my own
face the world
let them all see what i have is not what I've shown

I'm sick of the lies
don't feel sorry for me
i was searching for so long
but I've found the key

I'm not the victim anymore
I'm living on my own
don't expect me by your door
I've learned more than you've ever known

standing on my own
looking into the sky
I'm shooting for sanity
because the expectations are to high