What happened???

I\\\'m lonely, sad, confused
what am i supposed to do
i feel nothing from you
you don\\\'t seem to even try
i wanna feel safe in you arms
i want that close feeling
i want it all
that little something ..
to show you care
that i actually mean something
that feeling of being loved
not anymore...
its waiting..
wondering when the call will come
when work ends
waiting...
standing right in front of you
but looked through
feeling like a friend agen
but less time to talk
too tired??
I\\\'M being honest
My hearts broken
this relationships sinking
my kiss is locked up
emotions trapped
nothings coming out
hearts giving up
cant last wen nothing seems to change
when are you ready
in relationship
in heart in love and care
are you honestly?