Answer me .... why?

My mind crys a thousand tears,
my heart burns a million fears,
my soul screams for those tears,

my body aches,
and my head hurts,
my smile has faded,
my tears are still wet,
my feet hurt,my hands are worn down,
my eyes burn,... why cant i seem to turn this madness around?

why does my heart cry?
why does my soul feel like diyin?
why do my tears burn holes in my heart

why,why........why?