I just want to escape life
All these voices are attacking me
I just want to be me and not be punished for it
But at the end of the day I'm nothing more than 'that girl'
I want to run away
But there is just too much at stake
There are too many expectations to fulfil
And I make too many goddamn mistakes
I wish I could sit in the shower and cut all day long
Cut away my sorrows and my pain
But I can't, because my scars are so contrasting
People judge me for what's on the outside
Rather than what's within
Who says what is wrong and what is right?
Humans have developed so much
But who really has the right to say what's wrong or right?
I wish it wasn't so hard, or that I wasn't so slack
Once I leave this hideous place, I never want to come back
I'm going to cut away my sorrows
And wash away my pain
Lay there in my bloodstained tub
A million miles away from the rush
From the havoc, and the rude people
I'll go to a place where I can be me, and only me
Where I can sleep and dream all day long
With not a care in the world
Oh, how I long for this day to come
I want death, like you want life
And all this will happen tonight.
