Trust me, i lied

Just stay with me,
Just stay a little longer..
I'll give any kind of plea,
My heart is beating stronger...

I don't want you to go,
I don't want to say goodbye!
But you can't just say no,
You have to give this marine thing a try.

I know now we're in the rough,
Things aren't going easy like before.
And it's so hard to stay tough,
When any day, you're walking out the door.

How am i going to get by,
When you're miles away?
Every night I'm going to cry
Because i want you to stay!

Who's going to care about me,
Like you do...
Who's going to keep me happy,
And do everything that you do.

Who's going to do random things for me,
JUST to make me smile.
How am i going to be
when you're going to be gone for awhile.

I know that letters will be OK,
But it's not the same as your touch.
What else can i say?
I love you so much...

It's hard to cover this pain with a smile,
It's so hard to know that you'll be gone for long!
But who's number will i dial,
When everything feels so damn wrong!

I'm walking by myself i guess,
The tears just keep building up inside...
Everything about us, I'll miss...
& when i said i hated you, trust me, i lied..