Can't still be friends...

We can't still be friends, because even though i know you didn't want to hurt me, you did.
and the pain in my chest was more then just a tylenol could handle.

walking around with an empty heart, remembering the good times. how we used kiss, and how you used to hold me. those were the best moments.
wanting to hear your voice is out of the question now, cause once i do, i'm sure i'd break down and cry.

and when i see you, i wish i just had one more chance to look at you with untainted eyes. but i can't. cause hating you is so much easier then loving you. because hating you would mean i don't have to care about you.

it's ironic how i say this but i still ask about how you are doing behind your back. and how i watch you every chance i see you. i stare at you like you stare at a beautiful picture. i stare at you, because i miss you.

i don't want to admit i still love you. cause it still hurts, and it hurts more everyday, and even though i let you go, i just can't admit that that was the biggest mistake i made so far, loving you that was. which is why we can't just be friends.