I'll be alright

Your gone and I do not know what to do
It has been 9 years since I have seen you
It seems like its been ages
And I have been through many changes.

Sometimes all I can do is lie
Cause inside I just want to cry
I know I will be alright
But why didn't you just try to fight.

When you left during the night
I knew it just was not right
I felt it when you died
It is a feeling you can not describe.

I keep looking into the mist
As I clenched my fist
Hoping to see you face
But never seeing a trace.

I miss you more each day
And I wish you could have stayed
But now I realize we were never far apart
You were just hidden in my heart.