I went to bed like no other Wednesday,
Yet I did't know what I would find when I awoke
I saw mum crying she would not say why,
And I knew you were not coming back you were gone.
Mummy said you shot yourself, I did not believe her
You wouldn't do that to yourself, mum knew it aswell
Yet we never knew the burden you carried
I'll never know how you could be just gone.
I cried for months, maybe even years
I thought about you every second of every day
The thought of living without you in my life
That was nothing compared to knowing you were gone.
I now live each and every day as if it were my last
I still miss you dearly and wish you were here,
But you have to be thankful for what you have
Cause you never know when what you love most could just be gone.
