Cloudy Vision

I have erased a piece of myself,
A confession lies hidden on the shelf.
I have given it voice before,
Revealing the name of that who I adore.

Please be honest with your voice,
For I have already made my choice.
Tell me the truth on how you feel,
So I will know with what to deal.

I need an answer from deep within you,
Your honesty is now due.
Tell me now,
Show me how.

Why did I care,
For to be nice was to scare.
I need the help you can give,
I need this knowledge so that I may live.

Please find it to help me out,
For then you will remove these doubtful clouds.