Us

We used to be so very close,
that i wont deny,
But i just don't think you realized that we still had to try.

So we drifted apart, the gap grew each day,and now we're in separate countries, looks like its here to stay.

I used to lie awake at night wondering if you still cared,
never do i remember even feeling so scared.

Thoughts and emotions tumbling through my head,
were you lying somewhere else, wishing that i was dead?

I thought that we knew each other,
I thought that we were friends,
so how come when I picked up the phone you weren't at the other end?

because it wasn't you, that i turned to,
but you don't really care,
thank god that i had someone, when gripped by my despair.

I thought that our friendship was special,
that it was worth a little care,
but i didn't now that when I'd turn around I wouldn't find you there,

Instead another much more gracious and divine,
was there in my hour of need, and she gave up her time,

and so our friendship has faded and another one grew strong,
and thank god I've still got her,
so I can still go on.

so its not the two of us anymore,
i guess you closed the door.

just remember when you turn around you don't have me anymore