All of the negative things,
Seem to seep into my skin.
Please don't yell at me again,
For being what I want to be.
I am myself,
I have my own mistakes.
I have my own pain,
That is deep down inside of me.
It will not show it to you,
Because I'm afriad you will yell.
Send me to a counselor,
I will never care.
I believe that none of thoes professionals will help me,
They all just make it worse.
In my eyes,
It's all just a lie.
Where to start,
The beginning of the day,
The darkness of the night?
Try to change me in whatever ways you have up your sleeve.
I will always be myself,
You can't pull that certain evil out of me.
I know you think I have evil in me.
But guess what,
It's not going anywhere.
Just staying far away from you.
All of this is just so hard.
Copping with life just doesn't seem so easy as it was for you in your days.
Everything has changed,
Everything I wanted to stay the same.
All of this is just you and you trying to change me.
