I'm sitting here feeling really low, i hate thinking of the past
all the memory's, and the tears, the screaming the yelling,
the silent crying!!
I remember those times when all you could Ever hear was the yelling and shouting! I never thought i could feel lower, until something else! I still feel sad for all the fighting the crying that we all did, and the pain everyone felt. I cant help but feel like it might be some what my fault! I know its not, non of this was a dream.. but i wish it was cause then all these feeling Would just be makbaleave!!
Why do things happen for a reason, why cant it all be pretend!
Sometimes i wish we all lived a perfect live where nothing would ever go wrong!
