I used to stare at the scars that ran on my wrists,
Then it came to me what I was doing.
You tried to stop me one day,
That day has passed on in the memories of my mind.
This life I was living,
Made everything so confusing to me.
But then I found you,
You brought me out from the darkness.
Then I sang this long song that came to my mind over the cold night,
The song sang itself through my thoughts.
Then it ended with a sweet caramel kiss,
Then I hit the floor.
You don't know how it feels,
To come to a world so empty.
You don't know how it feels to be something along the lines of me,
Because you are in your own world that doesn't care about anyone else.
You're only in my dreams,
Never in my nightmares.
If you were to appear in my nightmares,
I would hate to wake up in sorrow.
My heart beats every second,
You're only waiting for my one last breath to happen.
And I only hope that you will love me again,
Love me again like you did back when.
So let me just remember these scars that were so much of a hard memory,
Then you can just leave me be.
You don't know how this feels,
To be crushed from my past.