I'm not going to change anything for you.
All I'm going to change is my personality,
I won't be sad inside from what you did.
I won't be a girl that thinks everything is ****ed up.
I'll change everyone's mind,
And hope they finally get that they were all wrong.
I know I lost my mind in the making,
But all I know is that I'm getting it back.
I have now found out everything about it,
And I'm never going to let this screw up how I feel.
I don't like having to be down and depressed all because of you!
I don't even know why I bothered,
Was it just because you were popular?
Was it because you were a very attractive person?
Or was it just because I thought that you were my only one?
I have changed my mind about you,
I know I said over and over again that my feelings for you will never change, but for now they will.
I know you will be able to deal with it because you never wanted me to have feelings for you.
I got my message loud and clear.
And now you will get mine.
I'm never going to ask for another chance,
Because you missed out of what could have been everything for you!
I am no longer what you think I was back then.
I want to make my families life change,
And let them know that I am okay.
I don\'t need all of this pain.
I\'m just 14 and it\'s not right for anyone to feel it.
Maybe in the end I won\'t have any friends,
But I know that I did the right choice.
Maybe you thought it was wrong, but I know it was right.
You believe what you see and hear,
Maybe for once you can just forget about the drama, and care about things and people around you.
I know that you don\'t care about me,
But I know that I never had time for this.
I don\'t know why all of this time I have been trying to impress you.
There was nothing that you needed to know except for I wasted most of my time over you.
I don\'t care that you\'re done with my shit,
Because I was done with yours long ago!
I have nothing else to say but I\'m changing for myself not always just you!
