I made the simplest mistake in life,
Letting in all the grief.
I made the mistake to let my fears take over me,
And make me bleed until the time I realized that you made me like this.
I found out how much I was hurting over you,
And knew this all had to end.
I talked it out with myself alone in a dark room,
It made me realize how it's been between you and me.
So gruesome I could scream.
I realize that I screwed up for how I felt about you,
And thought things just weren't going right for me.
I had to change my whole self around,
And become a new person.
I watched all the pain and sorrow disappear,
But then it came to mind again,
And it made me confused.
I thought did I make the right choice.
I thought over and overâ?¦and it was wrong to let you,
I still have feelings for you!