I hate having to watch it all

I sit by you and your friend,
I see you and her al over each other.
I want to cry,
But if I were to never tell you it would turn to a lie.

I wait until I have a chance,
It's like you just put me in a trance.
I want to run away and never come back,
Just because of your sh*ty a** life.

Please don't make me be mad at you,
Because I hate having to ignore you!
I ****ing hate having to watch it all!