Something About Needing Him

There is something about needing him
That will not set me free
There is something about needing him that is wearing deep inside of me

Is it a sign of what is to come
Or am I living in the past
There is something about needing him that I cannot surpass

It weighs heavy on my mind
With each passing day
There is something about needing him that refuses to fade away

There is something about needing him that keeps me living in a dream
But what is it about needing him that is memorizing me

It is a sign of what is to come
Is it like a horoscope full of advice
Or is this feeling of needing him another sacrifice

Is it some sort of rebellion for the pain I put him through
There is something about needing him that time will not undo

There is something about needing him that I cannot escape
Forever I will be needing him
Scarred from my past mistakes

Why didn't I know I needed him when he was by my side
And will I pay for my choices
every day for the rest of my life

There is something about needing him that never will subside
Unless we reunite someday
And remain together for the rest of our lives.

Then this something about needing him will be my dream come true
And this something about needing him will be worth the hell I am going through