Hey Mum (Part 1)

Hey Mum
Did you know what happened that night?
When I took out the handgun
And turned off the light

Hey Mum
Did you hear the noise?
As I fell to the ground
You always told me I had no poise

Hey Mum
Did you feel a pang of loss?
When I took away my life
And place myself on Jesus's cross?

Hey Mum
Did you see the lines I had on my wrists?
From all the times you yelled at me
With complaints filling in lists

Hey Mum
Did you hear me every time I screamed at you?
Or did you pretend, like everyone else
That you couldn't see what I do

Hey Mum
Did you know I was going to do this?
Or did you think
That I was going to miss?

Hey Mum
Did I ever tell you?
How much I looked up to you
You and your godly hue

-_-_- Continued in 'Hey Mum (Part 2)' -_-_-