Suicide 2

Morning has broken,
And I arise once again,
But today I will need,
A very good friend.

I pick up the phone,
And the numbers are dialed,
Once again I'm feeling,
Like a lonely child.

Call after call,
But no one has time,
I tell them it's ok,
And that I'll be fine.

What happened last night,
They don't have a clue,
They don't know,
I'm going to die because of you.

I finally get up,
Out of my bed,
So many hurting tears,
Do I shed.

What happened last night,
Just can't be true,
I really thought,
I could trust you.

I go into the kitchen,
I just can't stop to cry,
All I want now,
Is to die.

I take out the knife,
That I find in the drawer,
My heart hurts so bad,
It's so damn sore.

The knife is my friend,
It knows what to do,
The knife knows I've got,
To die cause of you.

I close my eyes,
And clench my fist,
Then I drag the blade,
Across my wrist.

Out the cut,
My blood just spills,
Maybe I should also,
Pop some pills.

In the bathroom,
I swallow them all,
Just as they're gone,
I feel myself fall.