His courtship lacked vigor
His ploy was weak
Is this truly
The man you seek
I know I make devils
And shadows with thought
And a beautiful evening
Was left to rot
Perhaps I search too deeply
Probe to sincere
But this night may prove
My greatest fear
And to that I say
I wish I knew
What was false
And what was true
Ambiguity's your mask
I long to remove
And with time
Your kiss will prove
Tainted that night
Or free of stain
I know what he wants
I hope you abstain
Can you move forward
Unaware
Not knowing
If my feelings are there
Something tells me you care
And if you don't, please
Tell me
Leave me at ease
Cause on that night
Cursing above
I almost promised
Never to love
