I'm still not over you

I try to walk by you with laughter not fear. i try to look at you with a smile not tears. i try to remember all the good times we had so i don't think of the bad one instead. i try to talk about you like nothings wrong, but everytime i hear your name i think of our song. the song that means we're over, before we had truly began. i gave my heart to you and you just tore it in two. i just wish that you'd realize what a big mistake you made by letting me go, and that you'd come back to me and tell me"i love you". i try to remember that i loved you once, i love you still and i always will. i'm trying to get over you, but it's hard for me to do. since you've hurt me so, i found a place to go. a place deep inside me that i never knew was there before. i'm trying to get over you, but it's time to face the truth, i'm in love with you, and there's nothing i can do. you stole my heart, and you still have it, and i don't think i'm ever gonna get it back.