How come it still hurts,
When we wasn't anything at all in the first place?
And how come I feel like I've lost something,
When you were never even there to begin with?
I want to know that what you,
Think of me can change into something good in the end.
I want you to be the one that takes me away from all this.
I want to feel that I've changed you in someway.
Tell me you love everything about me.
What I am is so much more than just what you see.
Maybe someday you'll understand.
It was you who watched me fall,
And it was you who left me there.
For all that time I thought you were following me
You were just pushing me away.
How come I didn't see it?
I'll never know what changed your mind.
And I'll try and understand what you wanted,
Was what I never had.
Your attention was never on me.
Even though you made me believe it was.
And for a moment there I thought I finally
Accomplished your heart.