I\'m sad,
i\'m depressed,
i want to to write,
but i cant find the words.
It\'s driving me crazy,
just another average day for me,
broken misery,
i need to find myself,
but i\'m afraid i\'m just too lost,
It\'s so confusing,
I HATE it.
this makes me just want to die,
light my last ciggarette,
and write my last poem,
and just let go,
but i can\'t do that,
because it\'ll hurt everyone else around me,
much more than i\'m hurting now,
\"think positive\" they say ,
\"and you\'ll see the rainbow,
the sun\'ll come out and dry the rain,
there\'s my rainbow now....
