I lie there awake not knowing what to do.
The moon and the stars now make me feel blue.
I wonder if he even cares.
With the look in his eyes it makes me scared.
My heart beats fast when I lie next to him.
But the chances of his doing the same are very slim.
I watch him sleep with the question in my head.
Does he want me for real or just in bed.
I can be mad at him for no more than an hour.
But its a bad thing because it seems he as the power.
My heart and love can only go so much longer.
I just wish his feelings for me were stronger.
God I'm asking you for the help of your guidance.
Please don't make me go through any more suspense.
Let him care and be the first.
Because for him I only feel thirst.
I love this man way to soon.
I only wish he just knew.
Now i ask for some help.
Because for you lord I would knelt.
I this moment my feelings now reveal.
The very strong love for him that I feel.
