Hiding the real me

Holding it tight to my wrist she cuts deep down. my tears reflect off its shin, crying a little more as she cuts deeper.

my body shivers as the worm blood runs down my arm. you caused me to do this, you caused me to feel loved then pain.

my hart breaks a little each day i see you face. i cry on the inside not letting anyone know my true feelings.

i hate breathing, living, moving, i hate waking up everyday and having to face reality. i hate coming to class with every asking questions and not knowing what i hid.

the mask i carrie around with me is starting to loosen up almost falling off I'm so close to telling you who i really am, a depressed child with one to many problems and a low selfastem.

i just wish i could hear you say i love you again and hold me close to you......