A Part of Myself

Tears roll down my face
and I rock back and forth
silently saying
“how could you break your promise?
how can you do this to me?
I thought we were friends... sisters...
I guess not”

My heart is pounding in my chest
and my breath is shortening
as if the emotional pain
has turned into physical pain
how it hurts
and in between my breaths I whimper
in silent agony

Everything I am
Everything I want to be
and everything I was
was with you
everything reminds me of you
everything makes my tears come faster
everything makes my pain double
because you are tied
into every bit of my life

You were my sister
you were my best friend
you cheered me up no matter what
you made me smile
you were my sunshine
Oh how I miss you

Tears roll down my face
and I rock back and forth
silently saying
“how could you break your promise?
how can you do this to me?
I thought you loved me
no matter what
I thought you cared...
but you’re just like everyone else
you don’t give a damn!”

I’ve lost a part of myself
and I lost it when I lost you
because I loved you
I trusted you
I gave you a piece of my heart
and begged you not to hurt me
but you did
I wish we never met
because now I have to live my life
without you
and its not right