Four years of my life i gave to you,
I was 13 and he was 21,
He was so nice, sweet and had so much love to give,
But then he got into harsh drugs.
His mind started to alter,
But i still loved him and tried to help him,
he started to get meaner,
my love for him never faded,
but i couldnt handle the abuse,
you believe the kkk is after you and your white,
you believe you have turned into a muslim,
you accused me of ripping up your quran,
i told you i thought you were crazy,
i asked you to get help you ignored me,
why do i keep thinking your going to change?
these past 3 years youve put me through hell,
you get so mad when i ask if you are doing drugs,
youve put me through enough pain and suffering.
now i am 17 and you are now 25,
nothing has changed and i resent you more and more evryday.
everyday that goes by and the more drugs you do i begin to hate you more and more