"My Friend"

I know you want me to get better,
and I swore to you that I will try...
but I cant guarantee you anything
for I'm losing control of my mind.
You say that I'm too pretty
to just lay here all day crying...
that you will try to help me through,
But inside I am slowly dying.
I love you more than words can say,
for you are my only true friend...
we've been through so much,
and I'm sure you'll be there till the end.
But when I'm here all alone
I lose control and start to weep...
I don't think I can handle this,
this pain inside is way too deep.
It hurts me when you look at me
with those sweet sad eyes...
telling me to please keep trying
because when I'm like this your heart cries.
Its then when I give you a tight hug
and a kiss right on the cheek...
and promise to keep trying,
even though I'm starting to get weak.
and I know I haven't said this,
but I thank god every night...
for sending me a friend like you
to let me know everything will be alright.

**This Poem is dedicated to Cesar**