The Girl [Can\'t Move On]

I don\'t know how to describe exactly what I feel
I\'m not sure if this love is real
Is it an infatuation, a crush, who knows?
But I do know that when I\'m with you, I feel a tender glow

Despite all the shit you\'ve put me through
I am & always will be in love with you
Taking strolls down our memory\'s lane
Just hoping that ypu would never change

I know you\'re madly in love with someone else
It\'s those feelings we can\'t control ourselves
Being with you was like having a first all over again
But now we ended up as just friends

Please put me through the fire again
If it means that I\'ll be in your arms again
I miss your sweet kisses, your soft touch
& to have you again, I would give up so much

What I need right now is for someone to care for me & adore
Some of the things I\'ve never had before
What\'s it like to make love for the first time
But what I want most is to have you back in my life

What I know I\'m feeling is jealousy
She has everything I want & not me
There has to be a reason of why I\'m still in love
What\'s the reason of why I just can\'t move on?

I\'m still in the position I was from the very start
I still can\'t figure out what kept us apart

But when you look back on your life
I will always be the girl

The girl whose name you did not remember
The girl who got promiseda \'forever\'
The girl whom you will use just for fun
The girl who is still in the same place & could never run
The girl whose smile completely fade
The girl whose heart got completely jaded
The girl who just can\'t get away
The girl who is in love to this very day

And now all the plans we had in mind
All the promises we made
& all the real kisses given and take
Does is all just go down the drain?

-9/29/06