Fear

When my darkest secret and my deepest lie,

becomes my worst fear and my hardest cry.

A longing to still what i feel inside,

to rekindle what had once died.

I knew not how to overcome,

cause I did not fully trust the One...

I suffered a long and lonely road,

only to find its eases the load,

when someone is told.

It was not easy to admit I had a problem

i felt guilty alone and unwanted.

Yet the reward of salvation is greater,

than the deep hatred that I kindled inside,

for I did not really die,

it was but mere an illusion that kept me from seeing

the One who\'s hands are bleeding

so that I can be forgiven

and I really start livin\'