Never would have guessed from the way she talked about him ,
Never would have thought he'd be the one .
She just laughed off the crude remarks and followed along not realizing how much he meant to her.
He was the one who made her smile , the one to whom she could tell everything , the one who gave her that glow.
She tried to deny it , tried to hide the fact she was head over heels in love.
He wasn't what she expected , he wasn't much to look at and not the smartest thing around but he was the one that could fix anything with one word.
He taught her what it meant to care , taught he how it felt to love.
He was the only one that could make her cry and the only one that could stop her tears.
He wasn't perfect but he was all she wanted if only she had known at the time.
When it was over she let herself feel what she never had before , what it was like to care.
He wasn't a guy you could pick out of the crowd there was nothing special him but he was the one who changed everything for her.
She would never smile the same way , never cry the same way , never feel the same way ever again.
He left his mark inside her and that mark would stay forever.
He wasn't what she imagined first love to be and she'd never let it be known he was the first she cared for but he truly was.
She missed him every day and knew every day from here on she would.
He showed her what life could be like , what love could be like and she'd never be able to go back to the way she lived before.
In her mind this boy was her hero the one that saved her from self destruction
