Missing you

I wish I had the guts inside
To go after what I want
But I am scared of losing
The friendship we have
By telling you, how I want it to be

I think of it each and everyday
When you look at me like that
But I just keep on talking
And trying to pretend, that I dont

Oh how I miss your kiss
And the things you used to say
But I messed up and have to deal
With the pain everyday