A Happy Place

Drugs. It's all Okay with me. It gives me pleasure, takes away my pain. Slowly, It makes me become sane. I'm in my own world, with no one, not even myself, in my mind. Burdens disappear and all i see is a happy place. Clouds,stars, and a Bunnie's face. Suddenly I'm floating, floating far away from here. I like this place, baby, because right now, i have no fears. The tears flow from my eyes. Why am i crying?!?! Blood is flowing from my wrists. Slowly but peacefully, I'm dying. Goodbye mommy! I'm going to a safer place now. No more disappointments. Just a lot of stabbing knives. They are leaving their marks, and many memories. Now, when i look back on the cuts, I sit, fake a smile, and cry. I don't know what I'm crying over. It seems better than thinking about it though. Just come with me. We'll Lock the doors and pop some pills. No one has to know...