Tempting suicide

O so tempting
that dear razorblade
used to be my friend
made bad things fade

but if i do it agian
how will i stop?
i just couldent do it
i no i can not

just trying to fit in
thats why i quit
theres just no simple way
of getting out of this

i mite loose all my friends
and my loved ones to
but it just seems there is nothing
else i can do