I ruined what was

What happened to us?
Why cant you see?
Whats with all the fuss?
Your smothering me

It used to be cute
Until I got fed up
I became angry but I kept mute
My heart is like a black felt cup

You were still hanging round
You didnt get the point
I'd lay face down
So I wouldnt disapoint

I should of just told you
Im over it - goodbye
As your love for me grew
My love slipped on by

I dont like you anymore
Go and leave me alone
I shut the door
watching your retreating back go home

I saw it in your eyes
All the hurt that I cause
I shouldnt of told those lies
I ruined what was

But I guess its better
Than living a life of misunderstand
So as I write this letter
I know you will understand

I had to leave
I had to go
I know you will grieve
But it was for the best, you know...