Lost in a Crowd

I lay here thinking about life
i dream of how things used to be
and think of how it came crashing down
i walk around with a feeling of emptiness
i have forgotten who i am
the thing that made me unique
is lost
and i cant find it
i find my cheeks wet with tears
when can i feel whole again
i long for something
anyone to help me fill this whole
I'm scared of feeling like this
when will it be over
I'm tired of being alone
this feeling of emptiness takes over me
i don't want to go on
i have no reason to stay
everything i was once sure of
somehow proved me wrong
loneliness has taken over me
i am now just a lost face in a crowd
will i ever be found?