I no longer care
i didn't think ahead
i don't care if I'm alive
or even if I'm dead
Your cold glare
Killed the little hope left
inside this already broken soul
an unpredictable theft
I sat alone
fighting back the tears
but when i let loose
i had no more cheers
Ive lost everyone
my lovers and friends
i should just leave
and make my amends
leave forever
before i hurt again
i would hurt myself
before id hurt another one of my men
i search for a reason
for my existence
but every search turns cold
another painful absence
I want to make it better
but it wont work
i want to die
like a unloved jerk
I thought this time would be different
but i was so wrong
another friend lost
i was never to belong
