Misery

Pain, running through my veins. Joy has gone away from me, tears overcome my body and I become desperate.I don't know what for Am i looking for truth, love, or just more lies?
all my energy has disappeared.
I look for your soul, please tell me where it is. Are you with me?
I can't search anymore, why is this happening to me, where is the magic? Why are you lying? Why am I asking if i know why?
I'm sorry, not for you for, me.
You've given up on us, I'm giving up too.