Am I out of my mind
Or have I gone blind
Cause I could get better
But it can be a starter
Am I a bastard
Cause I'm pretty hard
She's a human being
And I'm just lying
Yep I don't care about her
This isn't fair to her
I just hope
That I won't give her the rope
Cause I'm not worth it
I told you that I don't fit
I should be ashamed of what I'm doing
Because I'm just pretending
I'm not even attracted to her
And yet here I am dating her.
Maybe it's gonna be
A change for me
And with some luck I will
Love her but that makes me chill
Cause she's really not my type
And surely not hype
Oh my God even her personality
Is irritating me
I'm a freak
To be dating that geek
But we never know
Maybe she will never have any sorrow
She could be above
All my prejudices for my love
Is physical appearance my only interest
What about all the rest
Oh come on give me a break
How can you be so fake
I mean you're ashamed of being with her
How could you ever love her
It's so wrong what I've done or said
Just to get laid
Well at least if they were pretty
It wouldn't be a problem for me
But I've lowered my standards so low
That it just shows
How much I've lost any dignity
Just to get "lucky"
Thank God I actually dumped her
Before going any further.
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