I've always had a lot of imagination
And lived amid my creations
I made myself new roles to play
So as to change for a day
I could call it my dreamland
Cause at the end
I would always be with an amazing person
Yep for once not alone
All this isn't just a game
I wish reality were the same
I may be a hidden artist
Yep cause when I make the list
Of all the things I've achieved
I've only got the songs I wrote in the need
That's dramatically not much in 18 years
But it's enough to wake up my fears
It's pretty funny
To see that I have to be
Another person to be
Fully happy
Am I a dumbass
For not wanting to live as
My actual identity
Yep I must come back to reality
So what should I do
Continue to wait for a girl like Leeloo
Or just be above
Knowing I'll never find love
There is no match between
My dream of Catherine
And reality
Where she doesn't even know me
Even though
I'd like to go
And approach her
I won't cause I don't want her
To reject me really badly
Cause I'm just not worthy
Of a girl like that
Compared to her I'm just a horny brat.
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