To my friends.. U don't understand

U don't understand
How much pain I'm going thru
U don't understand
What i go thru every day

U don't understand
How much i have to hide
U don't understand
That inside I've died

U don't understand
My feeling's when I talk to u
U don't understand
How much I've been hurt by u

U don't understand
All the feelings in my head
U don't understand
That I'm hanging by a thread

But most of all

U don't understand
The language I speak
U don't understand
How often I feel weak

When u tell me i need help
That i should talk to someone
U don't understand..
It's harder then it is said

U don't understand
When u say i need help
U make feel worse
U don't understand......