A girl I knew

Hold hands and let us pray,
around this darken rose
And I'll tell you about the girl,
The one I used to know
The one who ran all her life
just to fall in last
The one who wept tears at night
Hoping no one would laugh.

Take this darken rose and kill it
This story is too dark for you
Take my darken rose and place it in a grave or two
I don't want to hear it
I can't take it anymore
Her tears are drowning me
I almost can't breath

Her life is that of sadness
Her heart is that of pain
She lived from day to day
Thinking life would never change

Hoping that some greater force
Would come and steel her pain
Knowing that in life
She was losing the game

At night she prayed
to someone who wasn't there
All she wanted was someone
Someone who really cared
Hoping and praying, knowing life's unfair.

After each prayer
she'd sit and light a candle
Without a care, she'd reach under her bed
pull out the razor
and cut and cut till her pain came to an end

Knowing it wasn't good
but she really didn't care
Living that way to her
was worse than deaths prayer

She wanted it all to end
couldn't take it anymore
there was too much pain inside
there was no turning back
She reached for her pen

Now she lay lifeless on her floor
with a note by her side
thinking she had stopped it
the pain she felt inside
Not knowing what would happen
she just cut and cut and cut

Her parents found her
A pulse still there
Calling for help
Life is so unfair

Now laying in a white room
She had beaten death
She had lost,
it only brought her more pain

Painfully laying on her bed
She thought her life through
What she felt inside
was worse then the cuts on her wrists
She could not move

She prayed her last prayer
to an evil force
to gather all her strength
and unplug the cord
This time she had won
Her sorrowful life was done

Take this darken rose
I don't want it anymore
Her pain is just to much
A story of the old
A story of life and death
Of someone who couldn't win.

That night she took it all
The razor still on her floor
Her life was over
she answered a call

her parents don't understand
Too much grief they hold inside
they live from day to day
Life for them is different
It will never be the same

Now she lay above
Upon her tainted cloud
looking down at her parents
she wants to scream aloud
she wants to say sorry
for the pain she now has caused

She cries as the rain starts to fall
The pain she felt
cannot compare
to the pain she left them all

If only she were still alive
she would hold them close
She would ignore the call
and not allow herself to fall

But now she is gone
and theres nothing she can do
except watch over me and you

So I tell you her story
the one she left behind
She said don't be sorry
for her life,
she soon will find