A lost love

When i was crying,
where you there,
did you see my tears,
did you even care?

in the dark i was scared,
you let go of my hand,
you just let me fall,
no matter if i fell or land.

when you left me did you wonder,
or did you even think about me,
do you hate me i wonder,
what do you want me to be.

one of those girls,
who blends into the crowd,
or maybe just maybe,
anoyying and loud.

do you love me,
for who i am inside,
i dont think you so,
you made me curl up and hide.

when you left me,
did you shutter one tear,
or are boys not allowed to cry,
is this what you fear.

that your friends would find out,
that you love me so,
this must be why,
you just let me just go.